Hypnotherapy to Heal Trauma

This is a LIVE replay of A Trauma Survivor Thriver's Podcast which aired Wednesday, March 1st, 2023 at 1130am ET on Fireside Chat. 

Today’s guest is Laura Lynn Logan, Hypnotherapist, Energy Healer and Medical Intuitive.

Transcript:
Lorilee Binstock  00:00:37 
Welcome. I'm Lorilee Binstock, and This is A Trauma Survivor Thriver's Podcast.
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Today's guest is Laura Lynn. She is a therapist, energy healer and medical intuitive
Laura. Thank you so much for joining me. Are you joining me from Hawaii?

Laura Lynn  00:01:33 
Oh, hi, Lily. Thank you so much for having me. Yes. I am.

Lorilee Binstock  00:01:37 
Oh, aloha.

Laura Lynn  00:01:39 
I don't do you too.

Lorilee Binstock  00:01:41 
Thank you. Well, you know, there some like so many modalities
to healing trauma. And most of them are holistic and effective.
But him Therapy is one of those that I feel like it's gone under the radar, something that's also effective.
Can you kind of explain why you think that is?

Laura Lynn  00:02:00 
You know,
ever since I got into therapy,
it had been under the radar, like, even when it's portrayed in movies, like, I don't know if you seen get out
or
hypnotic on
get I think it's called black box of Amazon prime.

Lorilee Binstock  00:02:20 
Oh, and betty, have you have you seen betty?

Laura Lynn  00:02:22 
No. I haven't seen there. I not Have to go watch it.

Lorilee Binstock  00:02:25 
No. We'll we'll talk about that in a little bit.

Laura Lynn  00:02:28 
Okay.
But, yeah, you know, all of these movies betrayed
there hypnosis to be very bad,
and it's because of how powerful it is.
That you can heal yourself in this way that,
you know, it's it's even stronger than regular therapy and

Lorilee Binstock  00:02:46 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:02:46 
it just allows you to get
to
that root cause of why you feel the way you feel.
Get to them cause of the trauma that you've been carrying or your life. And
if I just wish a lot of people would know more about how powerful therapy is.

Lorilee Binstock  00:03:04 
You know, I I have a a podcast friend. She has a podcast healing
with Karen and, you know, it's a great podcast everyone should check it out. She talks about her own experience with Therapy. It is extremely
powerful.
And I think with the a a lot of modalities,
to heal trauma because you really have to, like,
kind of dive into the trauma.

Laura Lynn  00:03:27 
Thank you.

Lorilee Binstock  00:03:28 
And and I think that's a lot really scary. There is actually a a mean that I saw the other day. It was a person standing at the edge of a cliff. And it was someone flicking them off and it was like,

Laura Lynn  00:03:36 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:03:40 
and then at the bottom was someone catching them, and it was like, also I. So I feel like I could go the same way with him no therapy.
Like, you... It it will really knock you into oblivion until but it will also heal you you're you're willing and I think,
that can be the scary part of it.
I wanted to ask how did you get to hit because you had
you have your own experience with it as well.

Laura Lynn  00:04:06 
Yeah. It was quite a journey. So what really ignited all of this was a divorce.
I was
had my second son.
He was six weeks old when my husband at the time, wanted of the divorce,
actually had to go to my post part of appointment that morning. And
oh, gosh. It was just... It was... I just felt help with hopeless with.

Lorilee Binstock  00:04:25 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:04:30 
Anxiety came up and like, oh my gosh. Like, what am I gonna do? Like, this is all I know.
And
I kinda gave it up to God, and I decided to,
you know, give them what he wanted and do it in the most grateful way possible.
And slowly, but surely, like, little little things started coming in front of me,
and
that's when I became with my spiritual journey in my human journey
and it came across this woman who
did a human on me, and I read her bio, and she's like, oh, I'm a hit therapist. And
she went to the specific school. And so I looked it up, and they did like a free free
course
just see if you liked it and they did. And so that's how I actually started doing hit therapy and then
like, six months in, I went to another school
in Britain. So
I I got to learn two different styles, and I graduated
within a month apart from east school,
and it's been such an amazing
amazing journey of
Because in learning him a therapy, you also have to practice with other students,
And that's when a lot being started to unfold for me, and it was
very,
you know, this is amazing.

Lorilee Binstock  00:05:46 
What did the hit therapy
show you?

Laura Lynn  00:05:50 
Okay. Well, like, the first
the first time I ever spoke about my
childhood sexual of abuse,
I was about thirty four years old. This was was kind of like,

Lorilee Binstock  00:06:01 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:06:02 
of course, everything happened after,
you know, the
the divorce.
And I don't know if you ever heard of jean keys. It's sort of like,
you like, how
people do astrology and they look at needle charts.

Lorilee Binstock  00:06:16 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:06:17 
Well, it's just another way for you to learn more about yourself on deeper levels?
Like that with human design. So Jean Key is just another aspect of it,
and this guy did my reading,
and he looked at my childhood he was like,
suddenly happen to you.
And I just started ball because the first time like, someone brought it up, and I was like, yes. I was... I sexually abuse. And and

Lorilee Binstock  00:06:41 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:06:42 
from then,
it was just such relief you because having hold in under I'd had never told us soul
until that moment.
And now I went when I went to
School,
it's funny because
at first, you look at something things like confident.
And when you kind of, like, go down the rabbit of why you're not confident,
you don't you don't know what's gonna end up of what is connected to the root cause.

Lorilee Binstock  00:07:08 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:07:09 
And a lot of the... The service other things I was trying to shift or you
root cause
was my,
you know, experience
of sexual abuse and childhood.
And so,
you know, I also had to be vulnerable with these other students that I had I didn't know, like like... And they're were from all over the world, and and I kinda just surrendered because I was just tired of holding on to all this pain. And
so that's what of voted for me in majority of the hit Therapy sessions that I did with other students to get to
you know, wearing that today of being hit therapist myself.

Lorilee Binstock  00:07:47 
Wow. Wow. Yeah. I you know, it does take a lot to be vulnerable. And I think that is kind of the key
when doing doing any
trauma healing because if you're so
reluctant to to kind of
let yourself just be or or or
be in the experience.
It can... It can, you know, it it can be just hard and and you know...

Laura Lynn  00:08:12 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:08:16 
I I do want... So I I... I mentioned earlier betty. Like, you're saying that there's was a lot
where
have no therapy is
kind of portrayed in a very
negative way or negative light.

Laura Lynn  00:08:28 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:08:30 
And, Anybody, it's like it's actually a show
about
it's a doc. It's like a... I don't wanna say documentary. It's it's like a
telling of the Texas acts murderer,

Laura Lynn  00:08:44 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:08:44 
the woman who killed her best friend
and
she actually goes into
she she goes to a hint therapist.
Where she kind of discovered, like, there was a trigger that happened with her friend,
where it wasn't that she
wanted to
murder her friend, but there was a trigger
it was, like, something
a similar thing that are wondered that her mom did that was very triggering for her from her trial to trauma. Where she kind of blacked out and just

Laura Lynn  00:09:11 
Mhmm.
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:09:17 
she had max and, you know, what so and so happened.
So they knew that she she actually was a murderer, but they didn't know
they they... Their... The whole thing was, you know, was it prem
or whatever. So they actually brought the hit no therapist and

Laura Lynn  00:09:29 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:09:32 
And, obviously, a lot of people are like, oh, this no therapist.
It's... You know, it's woo stuff.

Laura Lynn  00:09:36 
Yeah.

Lorilee Binstock  00:09:39 
But to me, I feel like it that legitimately is real. And actually, I think she's living
somewhere,
and she's actually, I I don't know practicing and therapist but she is some sort of therapist. I was looking her up. I like, this is very interesting.
How therapy can, like, really do that to you.
Could you actually talk about how does hit no therapy actually were?

Laura Lynn  00:10:01 
Yeah. So it's...
So we have our conscious mind and
you know, our subconscious is mine,
people don't really know too much about it, but it's like the most powerful of that you have, like, as your mind

Lorilee Binstock  00:10:12 
Mm-mm.

Laura Lynn  00:10:15 
everything that you've ever experienced
since you're born. And, you know, if you if you wanna get a little bit more deeper than this, but when hit the service
you know, you can also do past life work in chemotherapy.

Lorilee Binstock  00:10:27 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:10:30 
So because the conscious my... There's your self subconscious line. This is where we do work. But you can also access your super subconscious line
for the past life stuff.
But
any who
everything you ever experienced lifetime even when you're in your your mother's moon,

Lorilee Binstock  00:10:48 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:10:48 
like, the feeling she felt
things that you could hear as a baby,
like that affected you coming into this world. The experiences you've had affected you

Lorilee Binstock  00:10:58 
The energy I right, the energy that your mom may have

Laura Lynn  00:10:59 
to
Yeah. The energy Exactly.

Lorilee Binstock  00:11:03 
passed on

Laura Lynn  00:11:04 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:11:05 
Yeah. Go ahead. I I just... I... That was something that I had discovered as well.

Laura Lynn  00:11:06 
Oh yeah.
Okay. Awesome. Right. Because when I started discovery all these things is like, my kind of being blown. I was like, Oh, my god.

Lorilee Binstock  00:11:18 
Right.

Laura Lynn  00:11:18 
But then but then, again, not everybody's ready for this information.

Lorilee Binstock  00:11:22 
Exactly.

Laura Lynn  00:11:23 
So all we can do is is just, you know, honor people have their journey and hopefully, one day that they'll start resonating with this and, you know, get on their human training well.
But
back to what I was saying,
it's like, especially when we go through things that are very traumatic,
there's parts within us that hold onto that for us so that we can somewhat
live normal lives and society. Right?
Like, a lot of my experiences is
kinda of like
skeletons in the closet in the sense that's similar to
hiding things in our subconscious mind.
But,
you know like, how you said about Betty, like, she was triggered. And now when we get triggered by certain things that we've already experienced,

Lorilee Binstock  00:12:06 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:12:10 
if these parts with dinners that are trying to protect us, so she got triggered.
This part came through was like, no. I don't wanna experience this again. So she protected her, even though it was very... Bad had act that she did, but

Lorilee Binstock  00:12:23 
Right.

Laura Lynn  00:12:24 
you know, a lot of these times,
it's just these parts that are trying to protect this from, you know, experiencing that painful
you know, emotion experience again.
So
the some subconscious might it's powerful and a lot of the times,
our behaviors our living beliefs are in there. So if you're able to get into so subconscious as my reprogram,
you know, the whatever
beliefs you have then and there's a lot of the times, from each zero, the seven is where we're just engaging all this information.

Lorilee Binstock  00:12:58 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:12:58 
It's like,
where our subconscious might really open to season because we we come to this world, we'll let know what's happening so we're just in taking
everything. So some of your family,
your... You know, your friends going to school just watch you and use
those become your beliefs on how your... You how you think you're supposed to live.
And
As reason why, sometimes people
like, what this is just the way I am,

Lorilee Binstock  00:13:26 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:13:27 
but that's not the case can always change.
You are, if you wanna better yourself, if you wanna hear that pain, if you wanna shift your behaviors,
Yeah.

Lorilee Binstock  00:13:38 
Yeah. I...
It's it's it's when you... When you talk about
you know,
like you were saying about,
you know, even in the womb,
you will you can you feel like the energy you feel like, for me, it was
very much... You know, I'm was kind of an accident accident.

Laura Lynn  00:13:58 
Mhmm

Lorilee Binstock  00:13:58 
I wasn't that. You know? And like my parents actually talk about they did when I was younger about being an accident constantly.

Laura Lynn  00:14:00 
Mhmm.
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:14:07 
And so I felt that energy as a bit as they infant, obviously, I can't take in
that the language of what they're saying, but I can feel.
You know, I was able to feel that energy and felt unwanted and felt unworthy.

Laura Lynn  00:14:18 
Mhmm.
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:14:23 
And, you know, that kind of how I grew up You know, it's it's literally taken me, you know, in thirty nine now,

Laura Lynn  00:14:29 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:14:31 
I didn't find
healing until
several years ago,

Laura Lynn  00:14:35 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:14:35 
and I didn't... And I so I've been feeling unworthy for just the majority of my life. Right? And so I'm, you know, it's just taking that that that healing.

Laura Lynn  00:14:40 
Yeah.

Lorilee Binstock  00:14:44 
But it's there isn't very true that if, you know, the
when
during hit therapy,
it can access. Like, you said your subconscious mind, things that you don't even realize
what was there,

Laura Lynn  00:14:59 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:14:59 
like,
like, I guess, things that you could've have blacked out because it was too traumatic at the time.

Laura Lynn  00:15:05 
Yes. That is so true. So what am I experiences?
One of these guys he he offered... Is he's a coach. She offered me a free session
because he was living on another island in Hawaii, so was kinda of like, oh, you're from way to. Oh, let's get it together and I give you a free sense. I'm like oh, thank you.
And

Lorilee Binstock  00:15:25 
It's amazing.

Laura Lynn  00:15:26 
Yeah. He was leaving a service, but
because I've been doing this for a while, like, I'm able to like, drop into my self subconscious mind and access things.

Lorilee Binstock  00:15:36 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:15:37 
And so as he was taking me through this exercise,
we went to a place where where it was like, this skeleton closet it, like I ended up
in front of a door,
and I had a key
and
I was the only person that was able to open the store, and it was my choice open the door.
And behind that was like, all the parts of me that had
experienced being sexually abused.
It's like, every time that happened, like a part,

Lorilee Binstock  00:16:05 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:16:07 
like, fractured off

Lorilee Binstock  00:16:09 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:16:09 
and, like, was put in the closet, like, no. I don't wanna see this
you don't exist.

Lorilee Binstock  00:16:16 
Nice.

Laura Lynn  00:16:17 
And so I was like, you know what? We're going in closet because

Lorilee Binstock  00:16:20 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:16:22 
I'm not gonna, like,
like, when I want my healing journey, like, I'm just going like, as fast as I can go, like, I'm healing whatever I can heal.

Lorilee Binstock  00:16:30 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:16:31 
Bring it on
So I went in there and as I opened the door, it's like, I felt all of this like, immense energy of, like,
all of the experiences that they were holding on to for me. Right? These are all, like, my inner children

Lorilee Binstock  00:16:48 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:16:48 
that had fractured off because they experience it and the guys put in the closet.
And so with that,
because I was also doing energy healing, like, I went to the center of the road.
And then I called upon, you know, god my universe creator or whatever you believe?
And my angels,
and we just, like,
like, a light came down,
like, through me and through my heart,
expanded out to all the hearts of all these little children that were in that room. So I could heal them.
And it was sergeant Credit Luke's experience, and
and then they went from that room to a playground, like, and just play with each other. So

Lorilee Binstock  00:17:26 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:17:29 
so that that was that experience. And he was like, wow. You know, I've done this with so many other people and
like that happens so fast. Usually, people don't even go in the closet, and it would take them like,
many sessions for them to even, like, walk through that door.
Like, Yeah. I'm kinda dedicated to to myself right now.

Lorilee Binstock  00:17:48 
Mhmm

Laura Lynn  00:17:49 
And like my viewing journey, so if you can bring it up and we can face it and he it, And that's what I'm gonna do.

Lorilee Binstock  00:17:56 
Well,
you know, what
you talking about that kind of room... You know, these parts. You know, I I'm in
internal family systems therapy.

Laura Lynn  00:18:05 
Okay. Nice.

Lorilee Binstock  00:18:06 
And we talk about a lot of parts
and the parts that are fractured and the parts that are broken off the fart that I need to that

Laura Lynn  00:18:08 
Yes.
Here

Lorilee Binstock  00:18:13 
individually need healing.

Laura Lynn  00:18:14 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:18:15 
I love that. Because I I feel like that... I I... You know, I feel like all trauma healing really. It it's really focused on different parts and accessing your your subconscious
whether be through bitmap therapy. I've also, I don't know if if you're aware, but I've done a lot not a lot, but I have done
several sessions of psychedelic
healing.

Laura Lynn  00:18:38 
Oh,

Lorilee Binstock  00:18:39 
And it... And it's it's it's like that. I feel like when you're sick talking about, like,

Laura Lynn  00:18:39 
nice.

Lorilee Binstock  00:18:44 
imagining the store, imagining
you know, I can open this. And if I open this, with it's gonna be back there, and it's it's all of these things all of the skeletons.

Laura Lynn  00:18:50 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:18:55 
That are there that you can just,
you know, you're were like, that's what I need to heal. That's what I need to heal.
I think I I think for no therapy, you you really have to want to to access that stuff.

Laura Lynn  00:19:10 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:19:10 
Like I said, with my friend and Karen, she...
It's really interesting listening to her because it did get a little intense. There were times where we're was so attention hat. She was, like, I can't do this right? Now I need to take a break from it

Laura Lynn  00:19:21 
Yeah.

Lorilee Binstock  00:19:23 
because you're really, really accessing to some real real trauma that you've experienced your kind have have to experience it again. And I think that that can be really, really tough.

Laura Lynn  00:19:27 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:19:36 
You are also an energy healer.

Laura Lynn  00:19:39 
Yes.

Lorilee Binstock  00:19:41 
Can you talk a little bit about that? And how does that work together with hit therapy.

Laura Lynn  00:19:47 
Yeah. So
it was funny because I going through that school and britain.
They
similarly
like, said words
that would like, move energy, but they weren't doing, like, to them. It was just we're seeing words to move to this emotions out, but they're actually doing hip... I mean, energy hearing so it was kind funny bet. I was like, these people don't even know they're doing,
but
because there's they're keeping it more on the practical side.
Of chemotherapy. Right?
A lot of people can believe that more than energy killing.

Lorilee Binstock  00:20:23 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:20:25 
But
Yes. So I went through another school.
Her name was Chris Hughes. And
what's what's funny is that she went to the same hip therapy that I went to... Which was the first one that I told you that I came across of. Like, she went to the exact same school.

Lorilee Binstock  00:20:40 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:20:42 
And she's also energy. So she created
this
this little dolly called integrated full technology.
Which
kind of brings the best of both worlds of
and energy healing and it's similar to the parts healing like,
for for that modality, will, like, connect with the part that needs to be shift.
And we'll pull that part out,
and then
from there, we'll do the the energy shooting part. So it's like
part hit therapy, part energy healing, bringing it together visible
mess both world,
and
really just
you know, bringing those fracture parts of your soul
to back to wholeness.

Lorilee Binstock  00:21:29 
Do... Is is the energy healing that you do is that similar to, like, Frankie?

Laura Lynn  00:21:35 
Similar. Yes. It it's in the same room with energy healing. There's so many different modalities out there. It's quite amazing.
And
yeah. So so, yes, It is similar to
to Ricky.
Or I know Ricky is really

Lorilee Binstock  00:21:49 
For you.

Laura Lynn  00:21:51 
popular with when it comes to energy human mean.

Lorilee Binstock  00:21:54 
What so what are some of things that you do, like, for example?

Laura Lynn  00:22:01 
Well, so I've also taken, like,
a medical going intuitive, of course.

Lorilee Binstock  00:22:06 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:22:06 
So I'm able to connect with people higher self
and sort of
kind of bring my guys in there guides.
I work with
Raphael. He's, you know, the angel of the the healer,
and
you know, we kinda look at the body and see, like, okay. What is the most important thing that I needs to be worth on right now? Because there's so things going on with the body you can't you, everything it wander up because that's a lot of...
That's a lot for a a person
to handle right unless we've been in
like, the realm of energy healing,
and they've done a lot and just human work.

Lorilee Binstock  00:22:42 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:22:44 
It's like,
kind of baby stepping people
through healing processes,
whether there's therapy or energy human.
But but, you know, that's just one thing that I do. I kinda do a lot of different things so what I tapped into is spiritual realm and energy human, I just like,
one everywhere.

Lorilee Binstock  00:23:07 
I mean, I feel like I did... I did a little rocky work

Laura Lynn  00:23:11 
Awesome.

Lorilee Binstock  00:23:11 
someone I would... When I...
Typically, before... You know, I started my period around that time of the month, and my hormones, and my energy is just

Laura Lynn  00:23:17 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:23:20 
off the charts. Like, I
I I I struggle with prem
work disorder, which is like, a... It's it's not Pm, but it's like it Pm,
and it could be a little bit more serious. You know,
to be honest, Like, whenever I was dealing with my trauma,
I've had since to a, you know, trigger warning. I had a lot of suicidal, and mean it was typically before my period.

Laura Lynn  00:23:47 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:23:47 
And I think there... There's also a connection there with my trauma. I'm also a childhood text abuse survivor.
And so there there's trauma there that I'm working with
my my internal family system's therapist.

Laura Lynn  00:23:58 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:23:59 
But before
about the week or two before I would
have an energy or a an
practitioner
come to my house and and work with my energy because I feel like I hold a lot of negative energy.

Laura Lynn  00:24:14 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:24:14 
Around
around that time in the month. And so
it it was really, really helpful.
I I feel like you can feel immediately
like a relief.

Laura Lynn  00:24:26 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:24:27 
And and so, yeah. And
and you... You know, you mentioned medical intuitive. Could you could you
elaborate on what is a medical intuitive?

Laura Lynn  00:24:36 
Yeah.
It's really just happening into your tuition and helping people
to
energetically move the densities in their body.
Wherever it is, what it could be you know, the mind, the heart,
you know, the womb,
and but it's more of like just being a conduit for, you know, a spirit who works through you as as you're doing this work. Like, like, I just move my hands like I can do this remotely.
With, you know, so in across the world, and then,
like, they just leave me
to to do what needs to be done in, like, removing those energies, bringing you high vibration energy in
to help you
whatever you needs to be here at that moment in time.

Lorilee Binstock  00:25:23 
Well, So you can actually
work with even though they're not with you, and you like, you can you feel their energy
from across the world.

Laura Lynn  00:25:33 
Yeah.

Lorilee Binstock  00:25:33 
Wow.

Laura Lynn  00:25:35 
Yeah. And it's it's really, like, connecting in with with their higher self for what and my higher self are like, okay. Tell me what this person means right now.
You know, we all have... It's like, when we're feeling there's layers of healing,
even when we do therapy, there's deeper layers to go through.
But as you go through each layer, it just helps
that much more like for me.
I had.
And so,
like... And
and I can distinctly remember when this came to my life and why

Lorilee Binstock  00:26:10 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:26:11 
because my husband that that I divorced them with my two kids.
Before we had our kids,
he cheated on me, I attracted a lot of teachers in my life.

Lorilee Binstock  00:26:21 
Mhmm

Laura Lynn  00:26:22 
My dad was a shooters. So if you kinda look at your childhood,
you'll will see you the patterns of the partners that you attract.

Lorilee Binstock  00:26:28 
Right.
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:26:29 
And
a lot of it also was tutors and abandonment.
So any who he cheated on me and I have this I had this habit because I also felt unworthy
of taking them back. Know what I mean, instead of making those boundaries,
and loving myself. Like, I deserved me treated like this. I would take them back.

Lorilee Binstock  00:26:50 
Right.

Laura Lynn  00:26:52 
And then my bible was like,
you know what Laura?
You're not learning your message. So we're gonna,
like, the body of the warning system. So we're going to
you know, manifest this element for you to help you to recognize,
like, what's happening. And, of course, if you're not aware that, then you're not able to get to the Root con why that's happening?
So I wasn't dealing with that for
four years. Every time I have my period, it was as your painful experience, I would have blood and mucus come out of my school during my period.
So the only times

Lorilee Binstock  00:27:27 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:27:29 
that that was done was when I was pregnant because I will have my period. But as soon as the bank came out right back to the same pattern,

Lorilee Binstock  00:27:36 
Join.

Laura Lynn  00:27:37 
once I got into this energy healing and this chemotherapy because on top of my childhood trauma, I had to heal all of the pain that I went through on my relationships.
And
slowly, but surely, like, it got better,
and I'm pregnant know.

Lorilee Binstock  00:27:54 
Oh, wow. Congratulations.

Laura Lynn  00:27:55 
Thank you. Thank you. But before I... Like, before I, you know, was pregnant like, like, I stopped having those issues like, it stops being painful.
And and and that's what it happens, like, when they're in deep trauma, like, there's gonna be so many ways to kind of like, remove.
But as you're going through it, and you're removing it, you're getting better as time moves for it. I mean, it's not gonna happen overnight, especially if it's something deep like that.
But just know it it is gaining better over time. You gotta just keep on moving forward and kinda choosing you choosing to heal these parts of you that been holding on others this pain for you.

Lorilee Binstock  00:28:37 
You know, that's really
interesting. I've had... I've had other energy here he on the show, and they talk a lot about
and for them too,
you know, they have
autoimmune diseases.

Laura Lynn  00:28:50 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:28:51 
That,
you know,
modern day medicine was just not working, and then they were able to heal this energy.

Laura Lynn  00:28:56 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:28:59 
And
I don't know if necessarily what what they would they were dealing with, whenever autoimmune disease went away.

Laura Lynn  00:29:08 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:29:09 
But it was either manageable without medication,
but it's it's it's just this this
energy, I guess, they... That that they are trying to to heal. It's like you said the body that's telling you
Okay. Something's things wrong with what's going on. And so we'll just... And we'll just tell you what to... Well we're just gonna have to give you a warning sign.

Laura Lynn  00:29:28 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:29:33 
Can hit no therapy actually break into that.
Like,

Laura Lynn  00:29:38 
Yes. Definitely.
You can, you know, get into subconscious mind and kinda talk to that part of your body.
That's holding onto to that element,
and kinda be like, okay. Why? Like, why is it here?
And kinda really digging deep into the root cause of that. And then,
you know, a lot of the times, it's just the acknowledgement me. Right? It's it's like, okay.
Laura has taking the time to figure out why isn't happening,
and and then, of course,
helping those parts to release that pain to release why they're holding on to and also receiving the messages
and the lessons and the blessings of why that's happening right? Because

Lorilee Binstock  00:30:15 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:30:18 
Again, all these parts are trying to protect us,
and they you know, they wanna
they want us to lead better lives and they're
you know? So they're really there to to help you because, you know,
for me with my
having those painful periods every month like, it was just excruciating. Like, I felt like all was being and stabbed,

Lorilee Binstock  00:30:43 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:30:43 
very sharp pain.
And it was, you know, me to me needing to honor my own self and to stop
allowing men to you know, treat me that way. Like, I was nothing.
And when I kinda took my power back, that's when you're started healing.

Lorilee Binstock  00:31:01 
Yeah. I'm I'm... I'm just wondering like if.
You know, if someone who's dealing with, like, stress induced, you know, ailments,
which I feel like a first, like, many autoimmune diseases. It's it it's they're really spurred on by stress,
and being able
the awareness of the stress, which I think is amazing that have no therapy can actually
kind of crack that open.

Laura Lynn  00:31:26 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:31:28 
That you can actually really start healing not not just mentally, but physically, and I and I think there's there's this
huge importance of
this connection to your mental and physical state. Like, it's... Like, I feel like maybe now, I don't even know how maybe it's just in my circle because I, you know, my circle of
people who I know and I hear you know, it's it's all about healing mentally, but it's like there's this...
There's a absolutely... There's this connection
and I think we need to learn how to be it to integrate it all in our healing and in in the medical world than the medical field. I feel like
it's it's... There's very a lot of focus on physical,
and we we're not getting to the root of it all.

Laura Lynn  00:32:15 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:32:16 
And and it's really a pain because it's like, oh, insurance will take take care of, you know,
cynical ailments much more easily, than it would take care of any mental ailments when
when they really really go together.

Laura Lynn  00:32:31 
Yeah.
Yeah. That's true. I mean,
there's definitely
a connection you know with your mind physical body, and it's kind of like, for example,
when I have my So both my children were c sessions, emergency Cc sections.
And with my first one, like, I was walking around the house, like,

Lorilee Binstock  00:32:45 
Yeah.

Laura Lynn  00:32:50 
homestead over
for, like, two weeks just
like I was in pain,
and
and so
my second one, I was like, I refused to be like that again, so I kinda told myself I told them I know I was like, I was like, I'm healing. And and this was before, even like, got into therapy energy human,
I was just telling myself
that this is what it was gonna be. So when I'm in the hospital,

Lorilee Binstock  00:33:15 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:33:18 
like, After I have my section very next day, I was up and I was walking.
So it really is, like, the words that you tell yourself, and that's why we have to also watch like

Lorilee Binstock  00:33:23 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:33:29 
self talk. Right? Is it more positive or isn't it negative?

Lorilee Binstock  00:33:31 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:33:33 
And a lot of the time with therapy,
I've done so much work that like, my, like,
native self talk like is not even there because all these parts I've shifted

Lorilee Binstock  00:33:43 
Wow.

Laura Lynn  00:33:45 
And so all these parts are there to support me and, you know, and whatever I I wanna do in life and giving me encouragement
instead of kinda being, like who are you
and, you know, whatever they yourself taught it,
that anyone has,
but that's why it's important to to do chemotherapy to learn about the some subconscious mind, the power of my, the part of you choosing
to decide that Okay. I don't wanna have this yourself talk. I'm going to
like, a native
comment comes through or that comes through and you like, know I don't accept that. I'm shifting that.
And the more you do that,
you know, again, over time because you been programmed this way for so long.
Whether it's people projecting of their own
worries onto you and you believe in that stuff,
And
until you just taking control back of your own
mind, your own life and really choosing what you wanna do for yourself.

Lorilee Binstock  00:34:46 
That is really interesting because now that I think about it, I I mean, I I used to be a bit, like big on negative self. Talk. I saw I don't know what why. And I now that I'm thinking about as you are actually saying those words done. I don't really know if I talk to myself that negatively
anymore.
Like, it was just like, in every single day, like,

Laura Lynn  00:35:03 
Nice.

Lorilee Binstock  00:35:06 
this is very
self
just...

Laura Lynn  00:35:11 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:35:11 
Like... And now that I'm thinking about I'm, like, I I don't feel like I talk to myself in a negative way.
Anymore.
And I wow. You know, I... That was just like a realization. I'm like, oh, ding ding think that actually

Laura Lynn  00:35:23 
Yeah.

Lorilee Binstock  00:35:24 
it it actually works when you shift and

Laura Lynn  00:35:27 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:35:28 
because I do feel like my life is so much more different than it was, you know,
four or, five years ago because I feel like or maybe four years ago, thirty years ago, It was in twenty twenty when I actually started

Laura Lynn  00:35:38 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:35:41 
like, healing.
Prior to that, I was... Yeah. And so so recent.

Laura Lynn  00:35:42 
Oh nice.
No. Mine was the same. Like, in twenty nineteen is what I on audience is when I had my son. So in September, he asked the divorce and Since then and I've been on the Hearing journey. So in twenty twenty, he actually divorced.

Lorilee Binstock  00:35:55 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:35:59 
In June. So that's when that was like,
like, full speed ahead.

Lorilee Binstock  00:36:03 
Then you're like, I all I have... All I have to do is heal.
Like, all I wanna do is heal, it's like you've been through
the the hard stuff and and healing can be hard. You know? It... You know, it's like I said, like, that that means that I said it was it's like, kicking you off of

Laura Lynn  00:36:13 
Oh, yeah.
Yeah.

Lorilee Binstock  00:36:19 
a cliff, but then also catching you also the same time, but it's that that in between that you have to go through that fear of, like, falling

Laura Lynn  00:36:26 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:36:28 
before you get to that that place where you're safe.
And so
I think... And and, you know, I feel like that's that's...
Oh
how it it it is and a lot of people
really are reluctant to heal

Laura Lynn  00:36:43 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:36:44 
because they there the there's the fear that they have to go through that fall, and that there's no one to catch them or there's nothing to catch them, but but the it can happen. It's it's there.

Laura Lynn  00:36:56 
Yeah.

Lorilee Binstock  00:36:57 
Is there anything that you would like to add?

Laura Lynn  00:37:02 
You know, I would just like to say,
you know, for people to really
kind of look at themselves, do a lot of self
and kind of see like, am I happy wearing in that am I happy
with what I'm doing with my life, and what am I happy with myself in how I'm being in how I behave
and kinda start and making those decisions to
shift those things that you don't wanna be anymore into
what you do wanna be and what you do wanna do and
just really follow your heart your heart and
like your compass.
And because I know, you know, with a mind, you know, there's a lot of chatter sometimes. I remember when I first started,
like,
like so much.
According on in my mind. I was like, I thought it was supposed to be required.

Lorilee Binstock  00:37:51 
Mhmm.
Yep.

Laura Lynn  00:37:55 
And then, of course, you know, if you you learn a lot...
Along the way, like, now, I know how to meditate very well, but
it's like,
really just
choosing what you want for yourself and knowing that
you can
you can change
anything you want about yourself.
And, you know, and it'll it'll take time because shifting behaviors

Lorilee Binstock  00:38:13 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:38:18 
like, you can do it
like,
you can start to read reprogram yourself, like, on the service level, but hit therapy gets down on a deep level of changing behaviors and
and healing.
But, you know,
kinda like,
when you wake up in the morning right before you go to sleep, those of the most times that you're are
more open to suggestions.
So kinda right before you go sleep kinda just tell yourself,

Lorilee Binstock  00:38:42 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:38:46 
you know,
the things I that you wanna do or be or even affirmations, like, I affirmations are super powerful.
So show you right before you go sleep,
and
and then as soon need you wake up and kinda just
also, like,
really get to
learn more about yourself. Like, it's so important to focus on you, like,

Lorilee Binstock  00:39:09 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:39:12 
when I was going through,
you know, I noticed my pattern of men, like, there'll be someone leaning in the wings and I would just go right to the next one,
Never spending in any time on myself, never healing anything. And and so after my divorce like, something's gotta it change. And so I just street. So you show myself, focus on my healing,

Lorilee Binstock  00:39:26 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:39:34 
and I was like the happiest I've ever been. My extra come over to pick the boys and them because I, thank you for divorce me because

Lorilee Binstock  00:39:42 
Yes.

Laura Lynn  00:39:43 
because I would not be wearing,
like, emotionally
spiritually
like, if you didn't
initiate that because I wasn't going to... I would never leave somebody. And that's the reason why like, I didn't.

Lorilee Binstock  00:39:53 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:39:57 
Throughout my relationships. I didn't honor myself. I... I didn't feel like I little the worthy of myself.
And so learning to love yourself is a emotions important thing, like,
when you fill a your cut first,

Lorilee Binstock  00:40:10 
Right.

Laura Lynn  00:40:11 
then everyone can get the overflow. But if you're trying to keep on forgetting, you're eventually gonna end up with nothing in your cup and you're still gonna try to give, but then you have nothing to give.

Lorilee Binstock  00:40:17 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:40:21 
So

Lorilee Binstock  00:40:21 
Right.

Laura Lynn  00:40:22 
you need to just give to yourself, learn more about yourself who you are. You know, a lot of a lot of people don't know a lot of people wanna know what their purpose in life.
That's something that
that happens through self discovery.
Like people can't just,
you know, people can give you hint like, as as I was going through my healing journey. I didn't know I was gonna be a healer and her ridiculous like, what is that?

Lorilee Binstock  00:40:48 
Yeah.

Laura Lynn  00:40:49 
Or the therapist?
What I didn't know that existed.
And as I was dedicated to myself, all of these pieces of a puzzle kept coming right in front of me,
and then and then when I was like, oh,
this is what I do. This is what I love. This is my passion. I'm here to help people.

Lorilee Binstock  00:41:07 
Wow.

Laura Lynn  00:41:08 
So it's really just focusing on you if, you know, especially if you're trying to find out, like, what am I here to do or
just loving yourself more.
Allows you to raise your vibration,
when you range your vibration,
and you started attracting
people situations experiences on different levels, and

Lorilee Binstock  00:41:24 
Yes.

Laura Lynn  00:41:28 
and sometimes as equal go through this journey, like,
people are gonna fall off people that
you have been associated with because they're gonna be able to level that barrett, unless they're gonna do their human too.
But it's okay. Like, don't hold yourself back
because you wanna stay with these people like, you came to this earth for your soul evolution.

Lorilee Binstock  00:41:47 
Right.

Laura Lynn  00:41:51 
Not for, like, like, yeah, you're here to help people too, but not to
place small, keep yourself
down
just because
you're scared to go by yourself. Sometimes you have to go through the door by yourself, just show people the way, and then they can go through their own own or by seeing
like, what's happening with you?
So I've noticed like,
a lot of you around me, My family members, like, they got exposed to
what I'm doing because,
you know, I'm doing the healing the Therapy energy human and you're like, oh, wow.
Laura is a whole different person.

Lorilee Binstock  00:42:27 
Yeah

Laura Lynn  00:42:28 
Like, seriously... And it is old crazy. I like, I can't believe a person that wants.

Lorilee Binstock  00:42:34 
Right.

Laura Lynn  00:42:34 
But But, you know, it's so because that was like, what I had to heal when I had to learn what I had to grow from. And he evolved from, but people can see the shifted to me, and then it... It's in... Like, it's a it's like a c that's put in their mind like, oh,
And so when they're ready, then they can come and ask me like, okay. So how do I do this? How do I how do I be better? How do I make better choices? Because a lot of times, we get triggered
and we go back into these old habits.
I used to be a very jealous person, very insecure because I didn't know my old worth.

Lorilee Binstock  00:43:10 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:43:10 
And now it's like, it doesn't any exist because I love myself.

Lorilee Binstock  00:43:14 
No. Yes.

Laura Lynn  00:43:15 
So So it's like, really just working on yourself makes everything better.

Lorilee Binstock  00:43:20 
It does.

Laura Lynn  00:43:21 
So just learning to love yourself that's the the most important and, like,
in life period.

Lorilee Binstock  00:43:29 
I'd love to end on that last note, but I have one more question.
Do you believe that hit therapy is for everyone?

Laura Lynn  00:43:38 
Well
I believe it's for everyone who's ready.

Lorilee Binstock  00:43:43 
Ready. Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:43:44 
Yeah. Because
like, you are going to
dive deep into
these experiences. Are you been holding on to granted?
Like, I've been too many different types of hidden therapist.
And
was the one I told you was integrated so technology, you just pull up the part that's been holding onto to the pain,
and you figure out what the emotions are, you know, where the roots stem from.
And the belief that they're holding on to and kind of. Okay. So so
instead of these things, what do you wanna believe now?
What what energies do you wanna bring you know? And how do you want this part to support you know? Once it's fully killed?
And then you bring something... You know, then that's another part on your team.
But
I've also,
you know, had an experience with someone where I I did hit the Therapy
on me
and
she was taking me through the actual experience I I was like, I was like, this is not good at all. I was like...
How was like, no.
But granted lucky, like, I've I've been through
like, those two different types of Therapy, energy.
Like, I was strong enough to experience that. But that in it for everyone like, that kinda just

Lorilee Binstock  00:44:57 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:44:59 
traumatized people

Lorilee Binstock  00:45:00 
Yeah.

Laura Lynn  00:45:01 
so it's kind of like,

Lorilee Binstock  00:45:01 
Yeah.

Laura Lynn  00:45:03 
but people don't need to go through that. But they just need to heal the part that's connecting
the emotions
to the event.
And kinda releasing those emotions,
so that event isn't triggering anymore.
But, yeah, so it just depends on if a person is ready and
kind of, you know, who they see because there's different types of
chemotherapy that people can do, like, internal family systems

Lorilee Binstock  00:45:29 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:45:29 
or the the iced
or

Lorilee Binstock  00:45:33 
Oh, still internal family system therapy considered a type of
therapy.

Laura Lynn  00:45:38 
To me, I feel like it is because it's talking to the parts.
Of of you,
which these parts are all in your self subconscious line.

Lorilee Binstock  00:45:46 
Interesting.
Well, I didn't even think about that. You're right because I do. I, like, you know, Like I... It's like I go in,

Laura Lynn  00:45:55 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:45:55 
you know, we turn inward

Laura Lynn  00:45:57 
Yeah.

Lorilee Binstock  00:45:57 
And then I do
witness these experiences from the root of the feeling that I'm concerned about.

Laura Lynn  00:46:03 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:46:04 
So that... You you know, I did... I've never really thought about that.
I'm just like, oh, internal family systems. Oh, you know, hit therapy.
But that
that makes sense
in saying that. But go ahead. I'm sorry.

Laura Lynn  00:46:17 
Oh, no. Yeah.

Lorilee Binstock  00:46:19 
Yeah.

Laura Lynn  00:46:20 
But, yeah,
I I I really think that for people to
get deeper
deeper human,
especially if they have a lot of trauma because there... You know, there's different levels of trauma. Right?
Like, a trauma could be, you know, a divorce or Term could be... Like, what we experience with sexual abuse and childhood.

Lorilee Binstock  00:46:41 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:46:41 
But
you know, to get
some really deep hearing then, yes. I believe that
people should do therapy

Lorilee Binstock  00:46:51 
Yeah.

Laura Lynn  00:46:51 
Yes.
Yeah.

Lorilee Binstock  00:46:52 
Oh, well, is is there do you
prepare for? Or you just dive right into it?

Laura Lynn  00:47:02 
Usually, I... Will, when I do it on myself, I dive right into it.
But with other people it just depends on, like,
like, what they're healing.

Lorilee Binstock  00:47:12 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:47:12 
So, for example,
someone came to me for anger,
like, I'm angry all the time. And like, okay. Like my let's let's work to find the root positive anger,
and they told to find out there's anger,
what he also experienced
sexual
sexual abuse as a child in the same situation that I was in because of being the like growing up in a drug.

Lorilee Binstock  00:47:36 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:47:36 
So
so we can hold, you know,
all these things expressions themselves in different ways.
And, like, his
expressed in anger, and that's what the root collins was for him.
So...
Yeah, it's it's just
really
depend on
I don't what need to be healed. You know?

Lorilee Binstock  00:47:59 
Right. That makes sense. You know, there was a point where I like, everyone should try psychedelic dogs because I found my healing
like, the root of, like, my healing through psychedelic psychedelics I was like everyone should try it and then it was, like, wait a minute.
Maybe not

Laura Lynn  00:48:13 
Yeah.

Lorilee Binstock  00:48:14 
may... Not not everyone may... Will be so open to really diving head first into... The, like the darkened places of your soul.

Laura Lynn  00:48:20 
Yeah.
Yes. Like me I'm down, like, yes, and go there. You're like, that's where I wanna go.

Lorilee Binstock  00:48:27 
Yes.
See that's where I am. Exactly. Like, I'm not And you know, they mean... They talk about, like,
bad trips and and really, bad trips are literally just traveling to the darkest places of your soul.

Laura Lynn  00:48:35 
Mhmm.
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:48:40 
And but from from there, that's when you find
you find the healings, the deep deep appealing, all the stuff that's just been

Laura Lynn  00:48:46 
Yes.
Yes.

Lorilee Binstock  00:48:50 
affecting you,
not even knowing it. Right?

Laura Lynn  00:48:53 
Yes.
Exactly. Like, you... Like, a lot of times, we're, you know, the way we act what we get triggered from, we don't know where these things stem from.

Lorilee Binstock  00:49:00 
Exactly.

Laura Lynn  00:49:01 
And a lot of people like, I don't know why I don't... Like, people were depressed, I no lying this way. I don't know I feel this with. That's because it's, like,
trapped year so conscious mine and it's like, I don't know if this person's ready
to, like,
be aware of what actually happened to them. In there, you know, for whatever I experience it has. But...

Lorilee Binstock  00:49:19 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:49:22 
But, yeah. Like, I I went... I did like, a
I don't know if you know Wim, he he he's about breathing. So I went to a wim,

Lorilee Binstock  00:49:27 
Yes.

Laura Lynn  00:49:31 
like workshop.
Breathing and
and ice bath. My first time, never done your breathing exercises and one guide, like,

Lorilee Binstock  00:49:36 
Yes.

Laura Lynn  00:49:40 
he like, went so deep that he was fighting like Demons within himself in the sense so he got up from the the breath meditation. It was swinging,
like, he was just fighting something and he was, like, unconscious,

Lorilee Binstock  00:49:51 
Oh, my goodness.

Laura Lynn  00:49:54 
and you would like traveling over people, so we kinda had a spout the circle.
But
and he just left like he... You know, but that's what happens when people aren't ready to
face their their demons. You know, I mean face that darkness?
So it it's kinda

Lorilee Binstock  00:50:10 
Yeah.

Laura Lynn  00:50:11 
you kinda gotta take it in steps
and kinda like, know your limits, but
kinda like, I you it. Oh, take me there. I'm like, you take me their too.

Lorilee Binstock  00:50:20 
Yes.
Yes. That's and I'm like, I can't go through anything worse than what I've been through.

Laura Lynn  00:50:26 
Right. Yes.

Lorilee Binstock  00:50:26 
I now is... There's only one way to just kill and it's having to

Laura Lynn  00:50:29 
Yes.

Lorilee Binstock  00:50:31 
dive deep.

Laura Lynn  00:50:33 
Yes. I love that. I have not trying sag Bell. So, like, which one specifically,

Lorilee Binstock  00:50:33 
So... Yeah.

Laura Lynn  00:50:38 
like,
you know, helped you the most.

Lorilee Binstock  00:50:41 
Well, I started with Md.
And
the the reason why is
because
it it kind of shuts off the fear
the fear
part of your brain, the fear and anxiety of your brain. So you're actually able to see all of these really horrible experiences.

Laura Lynn  00:50:57 
Mhmm.
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:51:02 
In a very compassionate way. And so for me, it was, you know, I was sexually abused by my biological father, so I was... It was really hard for me to go through that. And

Laura Lynn  00:51:09 
Mhmm
Yeah.

Lorilee Binstock  00:51:13 
I'm not saying I for... I don't wanna say forgive because there's so many ways to forgive or... But I... We had a better understanding because in my own experience, I was able
to see his childhood.

Laura Lynn  00:51:26 
Yes.

Lorilee Binstock  00:51:26 
So in so I saw his childhood and I saw

Laura Lynn  00:51:27 
Yes.

Lorilee Binstock  00:51:30 
his abuse.

Laura Lynn  00:51:31 
Mhmm. Yep.

Lorilee Binstock  00:51:31 
And I wasn't in angry anymore. I felt... Like, I I felt compassion. I was like, oh my god. She didn't know better. This is all he knew.

Laura Lynn  00:51:39 
Exactly yes.

Lorilee Binstock  00:51:39 
Whereas before that, I was just like, oh, god. He she should have known better. He was an adult, but that's not the sense. That's not reality. And so

Laura Lynn  00:51:43 
Yes yes.
Mhmm

Lorilee Binstock  00:51:49 
after that session,
I let go of so much anger,

Laura Lynn  00:51:53 
Oh, that's good.

Lorilee Binstock  00:51:54 
like, the anger like I'm am not as angry.
As I want what, like, little things would set me off. So...

Laura Lynn  00:52:00 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:52:01 
So then I took this step up to
psilocybin which the magic mushrooms
and there, I experienced a whole host of it
emotions. Like, I I literally went through
the cycle of all the trapped emotions that I had in my
my system,
and I cried and I laughed, and I I I mean, my it was probably like, whoa. I'm sure they see all kinds of stuff, but I was just, like, crying

Laura Lynn  00:52:25 
You.

Lorilee Binstock  00:52:27 
hysterical then laughing hysterical, and it was just
in in in that release of all of the energy,
really made. I felt so much lighter after it.

Laura Lynn  00:52:38 
Nice.

Lorilee Binstock  00:52:38 
And then eventually, I went to the Lsi route. And
that was... I I... That I was able to understand patterns.
Like I was understanding I'm whole host of patterns like, oh, I need to break that pattern and that pattern, that pattern.

Laura Lynn  00:52:50 
Okay.
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:52:55 
And so it's really, really helped to me
But I would say I I would say, like, the and the the magic mushrooms
under, like, under guide.

Laura Lynn  00:53:03 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:53:06 
Really really helped me because I never felt like, yes, I was able to get let go of that anger, but I still had some anger that was trapped in there. For, you know, because my trauma led to other trauma

Laura Lynn  00:53:16 
Mhmm. Yeah. That's true.

Lorilee Binstock  00:53:17 
and so I was able to during the the mushroom
journey,
I was able to
get out of that that
that real hold onto to whatever anger,
residual anger
that was still there.
And then understand. It's... Like you said earlier, Like, awareness
is really the key to everything. And I don't think there's anything that makes you more aware of, like, your reality versus

Laura Lynn  00:53:37 
Mhmm.
Yes.

Lorilee Binstock  00:53:44 
your past realities than, you know, psychedelics. Because I feel like it expands that. Like, our realities are our own realities are what we... You know, what someone told us were supposed to be growing up in our own experiences. And I think I could know, it's really just cracks it open. It's like, this is... This is this what's real. There's so many realities that are out there.

Laura Lynn  00:53:51 
Yeah
Yeah.
Mhmm.
True.

Lorilee Binstock  00:54:08 
So, yes,
I I am actually doing a documentary
on

Laura Lynn  00:54:11 
Yeah.

Lorilee Binstock  00:54:13 
Psychedelic Healing following me of Veteran

Laura Lynn  00:54:14 
Nice.

Lorilee Binstock  00:54:16 
and
in an athlete who it who had healed from traumatic brain injuries
from it. So
yes, you can... I I mean, I think you... If you if you go to my account you can see if you go into the link, you'll find
that there's is a link to
the teaser
or the proof of concept of the doctor That, you know, you or anyone kids can take a look at.
And so that's what that's my current project. Because I... I'm so passionate about it. Like,

Laura Lynn  00:54:46 
Yeah. That's difficult.

Lorilee Binstock  00:54:48 
I don't think I could be... I don't think I could be a sinner for psychedelics, but, you know, I I can do something. I can educate and, like, you, you sound so much healing through therapy

Laura Lynn  00:54:52 
Mhmm
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:54:58 
that you in turn
became a hit therapist, And I think once people find that healing,

Laura Lynn  00:55:03 
Mhmm.

Lorilee Binstock  00:55:04 
they're, like, how do how do I help other people? And I think this is... This is where we are in our journey Right?

Laura Lynn  00:55:10 
Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. Definitely. And,
you know, I'm glad you brought that up about, you know, seeing your abuser, like, like, how what they went through because that's what I realized with mind too like... And it's and it's like a generational pattern. Right? Unless unless it stops,

Lorilee Binstock  00:55:26 
Mhmm.

Laura Lynn  00:55:29 
And I feel like, you know, we're the ones that are stopping it, and we're shifting the whole, like, energy of our own lineage

Lorilee Binstock  00:55:33 
Right.

Laura Lynn  00:55:39 
But, yeah, Like, it's a lot of people don't know
like,
like they try to do the best account what they know. And if they don't know that much, then that's that's all they know. So, like,

Lorilee Binstock  00:55:50 
Exactly.

Laura Lynn  00:55:51 
I know and it it's really sad because, you know,
like,
there's so much wisdom in all of this. And if people just knew about these things and they could make the connection and realizations,
and, like, have compassion for those that are, you know,
not doing things that people shouldn't be doing. Is because of their own experiences is like, hurt people hurt people,

Lorilee Binstock  00:56:15 
Right.

Laura Lynn  00:56:15 
but also
you people help people. So hear you and me are, like, we better healing. And we're we're here to emails spread the word of, like,
different ways to heal and how important it is.

Lorilee Binstock  00:56:29 
Absolutely.
Yes.
Well, Laura, thank you so much for joining me today. I feel like we we we covered a wide range of things, and I really

Laura Lynn  00:56:38 
Yeah.

Lorilee Binstock  00:56:39 
love learning a lot more about therapy and realize I'm actually doing, like, I guess, a form of therapy because I do feel like internal family systems...

Laura Lynn  00:56:46 
Yeah.

Lorilee Binstock  00:56:49 
You mentioning that, I felt...
My guess, you know, it it it's it's it's legit. I really... I'm finding so much healing through that as well.

Laura Lynn  00:56:54 
Yeah.

Lorilee Binstock  00:56:58 
So thank you so much. I really appreciate it.

Laura Lynn  00:57:01 
Oh, no. Thank you. So super fun.

Lorilee Binstock  00:57:03 
Oh, good. I'm so glad.
Well, thanks again, That was Laura Lynn hypnotherapist, energy healer and medical intuitive, for more information on Laura, You can click on that scrolling fortune cookie in the middle of your screen that'll will take you to her Instagram page. Also, Mark issue of authentic insider is out. Laura has actually contributed to July twenty twenty two issues. So if you wanna go ahead and check all past issues out, you can go to authentic insider or check it out at trauma thrive dot com. That's trauma survivor thriver dot com, And you can find
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Again, thank you so much for being a part of the conversation.
Join me next week when on March eighth, when I speak with author, Christine,
Mcdonald's would be... That's actually the day of her book release face value from working the poll to bury my soul.
We will be discussing how some of her childhood traumas led to her becoming an adult entertainer, which eventually led her to find healing and life as an author.
You've been listening to A Trauma Survivor Thriver's podcast on Fireside.
I'm Lorilee Binstock, again, thank you for being a part of the conversation.
Take care.